In her room.

妳坐在她的房間。
妳一眼掃過她的書架、她的CD，
那是妳未知的世界。



她是妳高中女校的同學。
她最近看完的書是百年孤寂，
她今年送妳的生日禮物是Nirvana。

她在房間裡，點起一根煙。



有人說過她點煙的樣子很好看。

她的表情很虛榮。
但那苦悶是真實的，而且是妳所陌生的。

剎那間妳發現自己無知無味，
妳僵直，手足無措，
彷彿還停留在青春期，
四肢突然抽長時的尷尬。

妳試著排斥她，
好像否定她的一切，就能讓妳維持自尊。
好像這樣就能縮短，妳和她之間的距離。

她吸引著妳，所以，
妳恨她。

You are sitting in her room.
You look at her books, her cds.
That is... another world that you didn't really know.

She is one of your school friend.
She just finished her reading of 'One Hundred Years of Solitude'
She gave you a Nirvana CD as your birthday present.

She is sitting in her room, light a cigarette.

Some say that she looks good when smoking.

You thought her pride.
But her depression is real, and unknown to you.

Suddenly, you find yourself dull,
Your stiff manner of facing her,
just like you were still a girl in an embarrassing moment.

So you try to reject her.
You denied her everything as if you can just be yourself.
You keep her distance as if it can shorten the long distance from her.

She attracts you, therefore,
you hate her.



Inspired by the movie
Blue2001, Japan
based on comics by 魚喃キリコ

Director安藤尋
Cast市川実日子 (as 桐島カヤ子)
小西真奈美 (as 遠藤雅美)